"... when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
-- When Harry met Sally

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances; if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
-- Carl Jung

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Waiting for the first tug (E)

Picture courtesy of Flat Earth Social Club

I woke up this morning lying close to my Goddess,
With my body next to her, and my arm around her chest.
My hand was all the way across her body,
Pinned between her arm and her ribs,
And for a long while I didn't want to move
So that I wouldn't interrupt her much deserved sleep.
Instinctively I reached up to my neck, to the ever-present collar,
And followed its line all the way to the back, meeting the lock
That reminds me that she never wants to let me go.
Finally I slipped away because I was getting restless,
I think that despite my best intentions,
I would have woken her up from my movements.
Before leaving, I clipped the leash to my collar,
Because that's what she would have wanted,
And I always want to be available to her
Should she need or require anything at all.
I moved along at that point to begin my day,
Cleaning and preparing, and obviously, writing,
But my Goddess is the only thing on my mind,
And I can't wait until once more we are together.
I don't know what the weekend reserves for us,
Whether it'll be some time of support for her
After a very difficult week she had at work,
Or some time of escape for the two of us,
To make us forget the challenges of everyday life
Outside of the magic we bring to each other.
Will she be in the mood to express her dominance?
Or will we just enjoy each other's company going about?
It doesn't matter... I just want to be there for her
Because she means so much to me and makes me so happy.
The feeling of anticipation is intense inside of me,
But there's no expectation beyond just being together.
We'll be enjoying the moment and looking into the future,
Taking advantage of the now and making plans for the then.
At the present it's just me, and I don't feel quite right,
Because I'm never complete unless she's there with me.
I know that the time will come soon
Of the very first tug of the day that will bring me to her,
And at that time only will the sun be rising on my day.
Life is shorter than we think, and it can be so demanding,
But every moment with my Goddess is just so special,
And I wish I could share with the whole world
The magic of what we do for each other.
For now I have but one secret to share,
And it is to enjoy... every... moment...

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