Though I leave much of the writing to dymion these days, I occasionally have a moment of "Ahhh...how lucky am I?!?!?" that I feel I need to share...Today, I had a moment so please allow me to indulge myself...
I woke up this morning and rolled over to feel the warm skin of my beautiful boy. He made a few faint sounds as I dabbled in the torment of my pet. It only made him pull me closer. Oh, how he loved to hurt for me. I cannot describe this feeling...the feeling of knowing someone adores you so much, finds you so attractive, desires you to be near him at eery moment. All these feelings are reciprocated, of course.
It was a bit overwhelming this morning. I just couldn't get close enough to my boy. He sensed it, as he has learned to do so well. He can read the subtlest of signs that I need special attention or sexual servitude. I must say he is well-trained and eager to please my every whim. He put his arms around me and rolled me over on the bed. Then, he proceeded to bring me the pleasure that I yearned for. It was yet another amazing moment between the two of us.
I simply cannot get enough of this man. It amazes me he still excites me as if it were our first time together EVERY SINGLE TIME we touch. I have sought this type of connection my entire life. I have found it and it is bliss.
I say these things not to seek admiration or jealously, but rather to share my story of hope. I found something I never thought I could. In fact, I wasnt quite sure it even existed. But it does. It so does.