"... when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
-- When Harry met Sally

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances; if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
-- Carl Jung

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Forced to watch... for her pleasure (E)

Artwork courtesy of
Flat Earth Social Club

"Dancing with the Stars" started its new season this week. Now this may have been exciting for some people, and left others indifferent. But it turned out to be important to me because it was important for my Goddess. She's a big fan of the show, you see... so that meant I was going to watch it, whether I wanted to or not. My Goddess was going to make sure of that...

Well before the first night, it was made clear to me that we were going to enjoy the show together. So when the big night arrived, my Goddess tied my hands, ordered me onto the bed as she pulled me up my leash and collar, had me lean back against pillows proped up next to the headboard, and used me as her recliner. She sat between my legs, leaned her naked back against my chest, and made herself comfortable on this improvised piece of furniture.

My bound hands were placed in front of her, creating a wonderfully natural hug. The warmth and softness of her body against me, the vulnerability of my immobilization, the weight of her upper body pressing on me, the aromatic fragrance of her hair right next to my face, my erection trapped against her occasionally shifting lower back, and her dictating how we were to spend the next two hours of the evening, all made for a very sensually submissive experience for me. Shortly before the end of the show, my Goddess fell asleep on me for a while, and that made for a short bout of subspace, as my position and my desire not to wake her put me in a completely helpess predicament.

Watching the second evening's show was very similar, apart from the fact that my Goddess left my hands unbound, which allowed me to caress her skin and play with her hair. And a little past the halfway part of the show, this gentle objectification had turned her on to the point that she wanted some sexual service, which I was quite happy to provide. From my position behind her, I caressred and teased her breasts with one hand, and I reached over to her most intimate parts with the other hand, and twice brought her to climax.

Today, my Goddess was not feeling well, so we did not engage in any play, and I had quiet evening of domestic servitude, but as I tucked her to sleep after the show, my Goddess still found the energy to remind me of something that is such an important part of our D/s dynamics, and that I never tire of hearing. As I pulled away from a gentle good night kiss, she grabbed the leash, pulled me close to her, looked me into the eyes, and gently whispered "mine, mine, mine, mine, mine..."


  1. My wife watched both days too. My role was foot massager while she watched. Two hours on the first day and one hour last night. I am not a fan of the show, so at least my back was to it while I did the foot massage... Doesn't sound like you had the same thing conceded to you.... Hold on, it looks like it is going to be a long season....


  2. This was such a pleasure to read! My Queen is in charge of the remote in our house as well and we jokingly refer to it as her "scepter". I regularly submit to programming that is not of great interest to me but as long as I am by her side (or under her feet) I don't mind one bit! :-)

  3. I just found your blog and am enjoying it immensely! Your emotional relationship makes your kinkiness all the more exquisite. Thank you so much for sharing this part of your lives!

  4. sh: Yes indeed, it looks like it's going to be a long season. Then again, my Goddess has made it so I can think of many worse ways to spend my time...

    HMP: I'm glad you enjoyed the entry. We hadn't use the term "scepter" for the remote, but it is hers and hers alone... And I don't mind doing anything if it involves me being by the side of my Goddess...

    Canoe: Welcome to our blog! Glad you dropped by and that you are enjoying it. And thank you for your comments. Knowing that others read, enjoy, and appreciate what we write is all the motivation we need to keep doing it.