"... when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
-- When Harry met Sally

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances; if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
-- Carl Jung

Monday, July 19, 2010

Random funny stories lead to fantasies (S)

I have a new job in a rural, town with several new, rural, coworkers. They know nothing of the activities dymion and I took part in while living in a large metropolis across the country. To them, I seem like a normal young lady adjusting to country life out of the big city. Well, you can take the girl out of the leather and latex, but you just can't take the leather and latex out of the girl.

A Story -- Two days ago, my boss was looking around the wharehouse and said to me..."do you know where we could get any rubber curtains?" I thought for a moment and said, "yes." My other coworker who seems to sense dymion and I may not be all as we seem just started laughing. Of course, they were seeking the curtains that protect a walk-freezer or lab type atmosphere, but for the rest of the day I was envisioning my dream dungeon...Yes, the mind wandered...

Once tied to the chair by his arms and ankles so he coulnd't get away, dymion would be rolled through the black rubber curtains. To his amazement he would find himself surrounded by toys, furniture, soft rugs on the floor, candles, and an arsenal of crops, whips, canes, and so much more. One short look around would end quickly with a blindfold and then the fun would begin. After being release from the chair temporarily, I would ask him to strip his clothes completely off and stand in the middle of the room to wait for me. He would hear me circle him occasionally making noices with my flogger or bullwhip. I would smoke and occasional blow the smoke in his eyes and mouth so he could inhale my essence and long for me. I would kiss his forhead and then command him to his knees on the bearskin road. This, of course, is when the camera starts recording. I am not sure what I am going to do, but I certainly want to be able to relive it over and over and over again.

Which brings me to a question... if dymion and I began recording some of our scenes... would you, our readers, like to watch? We wouldn't show our faces, but we could share our actions, our reactions, and the loving care that we give to one another. Possibly ideas for young couples who may learn you can love one another even in these unique circumstances. Probably would not be too dirty, but it would be real and certainly hot.

Does that interest anyone? Why? What would you hope to find? Kind of curious... dymion and I often talk about it... about sharing our life at another level entirely, even if there would still be an element of anonymity. We would love to hear from you.


  1. your blog is really awesome, if you put some videos i would watched them completely.
    Of though videos are hot and, an image sells for a 1000 words, it takes the fantasy part that me and the other readers have, when we read your words.

    My opinion, is that you upload some videos make them short, let our image flow a bit, i love the read what you write.

  2. Hmm that's a really interesting question...so much so I'm coming out of lurking for the last few months to comment :P

    In one part I'm 'oh-god-yes-want-to-see' simply because after reading pretty much the whole blog, and feeling how close you are to each other and the magic you share, I'd love to see that on a whole new level. Seeing your dynamic like that would simply be amazing. It'd also be really useful, because my boyfriend and I are just starting exploring all this, and out of all the blogs we've read, yours is the one that resonates with our dynamic the most. So it would be great to see from a comparison/idea-sharing and provoking point of view too.

    But I've also always been rather a firm believer of 'the book is always better than the film' xD And I love reading what you write and imagining it my way in my head - so I'm a little unsure what seeing it would mean for that.

    I'd love it if you did show videos, but I'd suggest only occasionally and still keep writing-only descriptions of some scenes...besides, some of Dymion's writing is rather lovely in it's incomplete recollections, makes it more dreamy and intense in some ways.

    I love your blog, and thank you for sharing your dynamic and love this way, it's really beautiful :)


  3. From reading your blogs I would think your videos would be done tastefully, classy and give us a further glimpse into a real world aspect of this dynamic. I know there are many who have struggled, myself being one, with introducing their partners to all of this. It is hard to find a site like this that doesn't overwhelm with sterotypical images and stories that draw on more fantasy then reality. I do not know you but your writngs allow us to realize that this can be done by ordinary people ( not that you are ordinarY) - real people - us. I'm sure that any video you make will only further that point and I would look forward to watching them.

  4. Hi Selena:

    I think it would be wonderful for you and Dymion to share your interaction on video with us! I for one would welcome it. I feel I have gotten to know both of you through mutual sharing in the blogosphere and watching you together on video would definitely kick it up a notch! As I shared with Dymion recently I don't have an opportunity to go to scene events, play parties and such so I get most of my scene interaction on the Internet. I know you are the real deal and that you share a very special relationship so watching you interact with each other on video would be awesome! :-)

    I vote "yes!" ;-)



  5. All of you... thank you for the compliments and your vote of confidence. These are the kinds of things that keep us wanting to share.

    So we are are giving even more thought to what we want to do, and how we want to do it.

    And you all inspired our next post.

    Thank you for taking the time to share your thoughts with us.