My Goddess texted me mid-afternoon yesterday that she was "in a mood." That usually means that she's feeling especially possessive and dominant. It's a not-so-subtle signal that I should be coming back home properly submissive and ready to do her bidding. She also knows that from the time she lets me know that she's "in a mood", my sense of anticipation grows exponentially until I find out what she has in mind.We both came back home quite late, and after a short chat to catch up on our respective days at work, we headed to the bedroom ready to call it a day. My Goddess was quick to grab the metal handcuffs off her bedside table, and lock them around my wrists. Perhaps echos of Tuesday evening's overnight bondage. And at that moment, I found out what she had in mind: "Tattoos & Bondage!"
Once I was handcuffed, my Goddess made me lie on my stomach, and attached the cuffs to the headboard of the bed. She then sat on my lower back, and went to work. She took two Sharpies, and spent the next 10-15 minutes visually expressing herself. It was not a tattoo, obviously, but the content was just as heartfelt and powerfully evocative in the emotions it brought up. Dominant and possessive indeed!
After seeing what it looked like in the morning, I remembered vaguely a post I had written quite a while ago, Reminders of so many things:"The symbolism of the markings goes far beyond the simple gestures and play of putting them on. Both my Goddess and I will be seeing them for days to come, and reminded of this little scene. Reminded of the significance of the markings. Reminded of the nature of our relationship. Reminded of our love for each other."
And those words are as true today as they were almost two years. So for the past 24 hours, I've been wearing my Goddess' markings with much pride, satisfaction, and a lasting feeling of subspace. And I know these deep feelings will remain with me over the course of the next few days, until the last vestiges of last night's expression of my Goddess' dominance and possessiveness finally wash off.
Kitara's Prize, by Chaypeta, via Lunar Black
I am definitely late to comment, but this is a beautiful post. I am sure wearing it with pride helps you understand your submission.
ReplyDeleteSuzanne
Dear Suzanne,
ReplyDeleteYou are absolutely right... I wore it with much pride and it only deepened my sense of submission.
And my Goddess' markings have this effect repeatedly on me. That's why I so love it when she's in the mood to mark me.
No worries about lateness. Your comments are always welcome at any time. Thank you for taking time to drop by. And please accept my apologies for being so late with my reply.
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